"My worse days in recovery are better than my best days in relapse."
A statement has never been proven so true. Working on myself is hard. The pressure I put on myself is unbearable at times, and that scares me. And one of the hardest things is admitting you need help, and then getting it.
Lord made us all imperfect. And we need to strive for greatness, not perfection. I know that, now I just need to make it happen.
Agreed. Somehow, well not somehow, with God you can learn to accept that He doesn't expect you to be perfect and neither does anyone else. None of us are. Continue to pray for peace in your life and be willing to really listen and do the work. The very fact that God created you as one of His masterpieces just as you brings such glory to Him. So hopefully you can let it glorify YOU. I know you want to, and if it means getting help, then do it. You are so beautiful and it saddens me that you can't accept yourself and see what we all see. True beauty, on the inside and out.
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