Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Beating With Happiness...

Not really feeling too sleepy tonight, although the snoring boy next to me couldn't agree. I love knowing that he's dreaming about me, too :) I know this for a fact tonight because he just rolled over, and in his sleepy-voice that he has when he's sleep-talking, he says "Hannah I can see your underwear in this picture." I can't help but just smile.

I caught myself just staring at him for a while tonight, thinking about how lucky I am to have him. Our relationship isn't perfect all of the time, but it comes pretty damn close. I truly don't think I could ever find someone who treats me better. This trip seeing him has been one of the best yet. We went out with friends last night and I haven't had more fun than that in a long time. I am so comfortable around him. Comfortable enough that I know, no matter what, he'll always think that I'm beautiful. He makes me feel so great about myself. All the constant reminders he gives me are incredible. He just has a way of making me feel like nothing I can describe.

Love is a funny thing. Sometimes it's easy to get so caught up in being "comfortable" with each other that you lose sight of the little things. But this trip has been different. It's been like we just began dating. All of the butterflies came back. I love it :)

As I lay here, listening to him breathe really heavy (my poor boy has a sore throat tonight), thoughts and images of fun times keep running through my head. I think of some my favorite past times, as well as day dream about the future. He just fills my heart with happiness.

And my goodness...the boy is beautiful. Even beautiful when he sleeps :)

Love is an amazing thing!

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