A friend...

It's amazing how one person can have such an affect on your mood on any given day.

One kind thing they say. One thought they share with you. Or even just a little reminder of how much they care about you.

It's nice to know you're loved :)

It's even better when someone knows the real you, inside and out, and still adores you.

Bedtime

Another day has come & gone.

I am laying in bed, unable to sleep. I have many thoughts occupying my mind, yet I can't put a finger on any one in specific.

Tonight I am feeling a partial sense of pride and accomplishment in myself, yet part of me feel disappointed and ashamed. It's a weird feeling. So, because I am going to make the best of this day ...I am choosing to close my eyes, say my bedtime prayer, reflect on the many good things that happened today, and look forward to a new and beautiful day ahead of me.

Goodnight world.

Thought of the day.

"My worse days in recovery are better than my best days in relapse."

A statement has never been proven so true. Working on myself is hard. The pressure I put on myself is unbearable at times, and that scares me. And one of the hardest things is admitting you need help, and then getting it.

Lord made us all imperfect. And we need to strive for greatness, not perfection. I know that, now I just need to make it happen.